Eh it's not troo! Ok la for now it's true because the NS people will be poofing, but it'd be good to have a nice class bulletin blog too ^_^ Me and Chris are in this private group message blog with 3 of our juniors and garnered 677 messages in 5 months! I wun mind giving such things a try :)
Urm well sigh. NS sucks... shall post more when I have time darn have to wake up early tmr boohoo...
I dunno lar.. i never really approve of a class blog thing.. because i know in the end, it'll just end up being a group blog.. or worse, a 2 people blog. Why raise hopes and make this thing sound so 'glamour'? Afterall, it'll just be the few of us in the end. Lol.
Hmm... weird.. now that alot of guys are in NS, there should be less ppl online on my contact list. Butttt..tonite.. seems that ALOT of ppl are online! Whee!
I just heard this very shocking thing when i logged onto ICQ today. I used to play this online game called WW2, and some guy msged me and told me that one guy that I talked to before passed away. Then i go forums, it seems that he's still alive, but on life support. But i see him on AIM.. ??!!! But he's away and some gamers say it's his wife who's using the com or what? EH? Your hubby die u still got mood online?!!! Omg.. the web is such a scary place.. so unpredictable and full of truth/lies
Hahaha helllo all the more I look at this page the more I'm awed by my work HAHA :p
I've half a mind to import this to inopinionated, and let it be our class page to... after all i've got all the people in anyway... just have to update the bloggign procedures to make it easier or something :D
Sigh yep the airport seems funny haha ... but oh well it's not like we're nto going to see each other again right? and further more we've got msn and icq... so dun need to be so sad ahaha. we're all moving on to our separate journeys, just hope that someday our paths would cross again, be it deliberate or accidental; all for the good.
Even so, sigh I think I really missed the good ol' days of studying a lot. Haha even cried as I tried to write the diary; come and think about it nothing was really memorable, but it is the sum of all the parts, even the insignificant ones that make it so memorable. The songs, the dance, the everything; makes it wish that you can go through it all over again eh. But time to move on, I have to learn, I have to accept, and have to set my heart on the path ahead...
Yep yep everyone blog more here too! Me, I'm going NS soon but I'd be back often to blog ahaha ^^ Yep, shall try update em all... and if it really falls to obscurity again i shall convert it to a class log... without pitas or anything la... jsut pure php log ^^
Tired, tired. Have packed all my stuff; haha "How do you know if you lvoe somebody a lot?" hmm... I never figured that out, but I guess there's no real need yet hahaa hope it'd just come as the appropriate tiem arrives. Never found otu the difference between like and love, whether like (characteristics la! imnotgay!) attracts or repels, and how do you know you're in love?
"I'd let you into something... being The One is just like being in love; you just know it." - Oracle, Matrix
And I don't know. So I suppose I'm not; for more which the better ^_^ I guess at this point we should be accumulating friends and expanding social circle la eh, i'm too young! -biggrin-
Nodnod, I'm having a typing exercise here, believe it or not I've only typed for 8 minutes, that entire chunk up there hahaa... sigh I'm gonna so miss my keyboard and computer when I'm stuck in the camp; grin thinking of bringing aunty ribbon along! tts my ifp btw... and i can't bring granny marker (thats my camera!) along too because of security reasons I guess... As I said, packed finish liao... and mum and dad I sent u letters and emails! Told mum to come back too and take a peep...
10 minutes of blogging is up... wish me luck! :D
Loves,
Ginny
Well well..it's me again? No surprise huh? I guess this year will really be a very very special year.. this year may be the end of our crossroads and everyone start to take on their own paths and live their own lives. You guys will go to NS and make new friends, bunk mates blah blah .. And maybe the girls will go work, uni, meet new friends, have boyfriends blah blah blah.. It's strange isn't it? I sure hope that at some point in our lives, our paths will converge again and at that time, we can still hug each other and have a great time together. Not impossible ya know..seeing how my primary school classmates still have fun together.. But nevertheless, not an easy goal.
Dad, on Wednesday, January 7, 2004 at 12:54 p.m.
OH SHIIITTTT! I posted a damnnnnn long entry just now! And it SEEMED to be saved..but it wasn't shown! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!
Sigh, never mind then, it simply means that i'm not fated to bitch in here too much then! Oh, son, what brings you here anyway? Why did you suddenly want to come in again? ;-)
hahaz ... so funnie the atmosphere at the airport todae ... we were all laffing a crapping as if xiaonan was merely boarding the mrt=P din realli feel much juz now, onli now as i am surfing through all these blogs and archives, the "sadness" hits me=P hahaz ... suddenly realise how much good memories i have of hwachong even though everyone keeps saying that "the class is in a bad shape" ... well ... i guess dad's right eh ... its the memories we keep ...
yeah i came here and was quite suprised to find that dad was updating this blog ... well ... maybe at that time this blog seemed like a futile effort but now that we are all going to be scattered ... i guess we have our "operator" to thank for this available exit=P
I was wondering on a damn fine sunny day , "How do you know if you love someone alot alot?" And Va La~! I think i can answer a little part of it now!
I think when you really love someone, you wish that you could spend the rest of your life with that special one. You might even think of marriage (maybe not really applicable for us teens lar) and how blissful and blessed you guys will be.
I think when you really love someone, you would want to make that person happy, to give all you have to that one person just to see his or her smile.
I think if you really love someone, when you leave the person, you feel as if your heart is tearing apart and you could never live again. It's as if a part of you is destroyed forever and you'll never be complete again.
I think if you really love someone, you will want to be a better person just because you love him/her. You want to change for the better and you embrace the new you. You feel better and love your life more.
Oh well, what do you guys think? I think i'm bullshitting. Oh well.
Hmm.. decided to surprise myself and everyone else for a while.. :).. I think no one's visiting this blog anymore.. SIGH.. Actually.. to think of it.. now is a good time to continue this blog.. because we wont' see each other that often now.. I mean.. it used to be quite stupid coz you guys see each other in school like everyday and we see each other online so frequently anyway.. So it doesnt' really serve too great a purpose.
Now.. i think we can/should make this thing do its job now. So let's see.. what have i been doing lately? Reading, reading , reading. I'm like a reading machine!! YAY!!! And now i realized i dont' have too many un-read books left! BOO! And oh... i STILL haven't start on my uni essays yet.. the agony.. Talk about the art of delaying ..I kept telling myself i was plannign for a GREAT essay..but seriously..i know i'm just plain lazy. SIGH. May god give me strength to carry on my work and not give up.
(Hmm.. i think i shan't tell you guys to resume blogging here.. When you guys find the urge to blog, you guys will blog anyway. If not, it shall be me talking to a bunch of imaginary 'you's..)
Grin, just finished the Harry Potter book. Mmm. Okies, twas good, and well. Grin. I loved it. Hahahaha :)
OH well. Time to sleep.
Grin, just finished the Harry Potter book. Mmm. Okies, twas good, and well. Grin. I loved it. Hahahaha :)
OH well. Time to sleep.
Haha is it? :p
Well for me... If you have noticed I've been reblogging at my main blog... So I don't really have the time to manage _two_ blogs. Anyway they pretty much have the same thing, and there isn't much farmily activity, so not much difference la :) Holidaes now, so might be able to post more now and then :p
Does anyone want to go anywhere? Like a farmily picnic or something someday? :) I know... melvin and gwassie suggested it but i seriously doubt that we can accomodate to their requirements :p so just make it our own ba! :) den if its good we make another class one hehe
Get a ground sheet... food, lots of food and maybe music. grinz. dunno. picnic seems very ... idyllic ... compared to what we all are doing nowadaes :) well if u feel muggerish can bring work there too ma ^_-
is this blog site dead??=PP
, on Saturday, June 7, 2003 at 10:31 p.m.
Stupid Quotes
"If you give a person a fish, they'll fish for a day. But if you train a person to fish, they'll fish for a lifetime."
- Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President
"I think the team that wins Game 5 will win the series. Unless we lose Game 5."
- Charles Barkley, NBA Basketball Player
"It's time for the human race to enter the solar system!"
- Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President on the concept of a manned mission to Mars
"The only reason we're 7-0 is because we've won all seven of our games."
- David Garcia, baseball team manager
"It is white."
- George W. Bush, when asked what the White house was like by a student in East London
"I have opinions of my own --strong opinions-- but I don't always agree with them."
- George Bush, former U.S. President
"I cannot tell you how grateful I am -- I am filled with humidity."
- Gib Lewis, speaker of the Texas House
"If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight."
- George Gobel
"I do not like this word "bomb." It is not a bomb. It is a device that is exploding."
- Jacques le Blanc, French ambassador on nuclear weapons
"We're going to move left and right at the same time."
- Jerry Brown, Governor of California
Weeee! Was reading the GP package. Then found some interesting stuff! THere's a religious cult called Family!!! :P.. was known formerly as children of god. :)
READ READ ! lol...
Info
Homepage of Family
Warh.. talking abt tired! I just slept at like 10 yesterday! online a while den damn tired liaoz! And i couldnt' find my EZ link card this morning.. and guess what, i found it in my dustbin when i got home just now.. LOL!!! :P.. I think i really "peng" til i dunno wat i was doing.. didnt' even shut down my com.. just left it on til this morning.
I know most of you here dont' watch American Idols 2.. so u guys prob won't know what i'm talking abt. But the top 10 idols sang this really nice patriotic song and i think i really must recommend it to you all. It's called " God Bless the USA". THey sang until sooo beautifully that i couldnt' help singing and crying to it. SO NICE! But errr..ahhaha.. america? :P Nevertheless, shall post part of the lyrics here.. i tell u, THEY REALLY SANG TIL DAMN NICE! :P
God Bless The U.S.A.
by Lee Greenwood
If tomorrow all the things were gone,
Id worked for all my life.
And I had to start again,
with just my children and my wife.
Id thank my lucky stars,
to be livin here today.
Cause the flag still stands for freedom,
and they cant take that away.
And Im proud to be an American,
where at least I know Im free.
And I wont forget the men who died,
who gave that right to me.
And I gladly stand up,
next to you and defend her still today.
Cause there aint no doubt I love this land,
God bless the USA.
A long weekend
The last two days were realli long. The saturday guitar practise almost seemed to be a week awae ... hahaz ... so much activities was crammed into a short span of 30+ hours ...
Came back to skool todae refreshed as if i had returned from a one week holidae=P yeah ... i was tired ... but onli physically ...=PP
hahahaz ... agreez ... i would very much like to be able form a little band. We have guitar, piano, sax, erhu=PP if we could get tgt one dae and do abit of composing and stuff ... would be great fun=)
playing an instrument by urself is quite sianz ... but playing as a group is realli fun (remember the talentime thing we did=PP)
Watched fame just now. I have no idea why..but i nearly cried. Hey, not because of any sad incidents. But hmm..just in case u guys dont know..the story is abt a grp of students studying in this performing arts school.. how they passed auditions to get into the prestigious school and how talented everyone is. THere's this scene where all of them were in the canteen, making really good music and dancing. All of them doing what they were best at. Touched. Another scene. THey are in classes.. talented ballerianas, pianists.. all working in sync with each other. Maybe u'll ask me, then why are u crying? I can feel that kind of feeling when u're together with only the best and the feeling of .. perfection.. of ppl so talented, all around or even having better standards than you. The joy of working with talented individuals and learnign from them. Yes, i can feel in thru the movie. Weird huh? :) Yes, and some of them were playing duets, some training drums with each other. That kind of school. THe school that lets u meet someone so special, let u have a chance to train with each other. THe kind of school i would love to go.
SInce most of u here are in music grps, u all should know what i mean lar.. :)
soiree is going to be "great" this year ... i mean ... the soiree is NEXT WEEK??? i tot it was a MONTH awae!! All the guitar songs are still very messy ... not realli presentable standard yet ... can onli hope that harmoc might save the event=P ... but as i watched the sigh ... picture this:
there was this 4 guyz doing a quartet item ... song started with two of the guyz playing their impression of fastundistinguishablenotes de'Armor at two different tempos with the bass harmocs blasting something that sounded like a funeral march ... 5 seconds into the song and mi friend turned to mi and asked, "You mean they are playing the same song?"
can't realli say so much coz mi own guitar piece was also crap=P ... 10 seconds into the song and you could hear things like "OEEI! you playing the wrong part!!" or "wheres my score??" and "dun put the mike here!"
halfway through the song and most of us had stoped playing and were looking at each other with BIG smiles on our faces.
hope things improve
oh yar
Jiayou for GigahertZ team=PP gogogo ennui!!
Thanks son. Hmm.. went to watch "Bruce Almighty" today, not bad not bad.. quite farnie.. do go watch it when u guys have time .. :)..sorta brought up some aspects of god that we wont know.. like how tough is god's job etc.. :P
Exams over.. just overcame by a wave of tiredness. For the past few days, i've been putting up a strong front, not getting myself get tired, sick or any signs of it. Suddenly today, my body just gave up. It's so tough. I'm aching all over. Sigh, i need a good good rest.
Happy Birthday to DAD and a happy new year! "Happy birthday to you ... happy birthday to you ... happy birthday to SookFen ... Happy birthday to you!!"
Little Big Brother Chris, on Tuesday, May 27, 2003 at 11:45 p.m.
Hmm.. weird, i dont' feel 18.. i feel 14.. :)
Don't know why.. maybe it's just that i'm always taken care of by my parents so i don't feel old at all! In my parents' eyes, i guess i'm always their little kid! And seriously, i dont mind that ! :) But weird, i always seem to be taking care of my friends.. lol... Sianism!
Felt quite happy today, though it's a very normal day for me, and a boring exam day , but i received alot of SMSes and Msgs from all my friends wishing me a happy birthday. Well, that's really nice of them ( and you guys reading it).. Thanks!
Well, 18 years old doesn't exactly signify much .. doesn't matter for me.. hm..maybe only that i can go pubs legally now? lol.. don't know.. and dont' bother to know.. Life still goes on! Wee!
Austin Powers is no measure for the great ol' movie! ALL LAMERS HAIL IT! "Top Secret" is like.. *10 times lamer than austin powers! Austin powers is stupid.. and gross at times.."Top Secret" is .. ULITMATE LAMENESS! :P Can u imagine the power? lol
Dad, on Monday, May 26, 2003 at 10:34 p.m.
HahahaZ ... lamer then austin powers??=P if it is ... i might consider getting it to put it thru Chris Lame-o meter test! ... mwahahaaz ... nothing can beat Austin Powers!!=D
Good Luck to Dad on Exams ... May the force be with you=PP
All the LAMERS of the world unite!!!!
Hmm... yesterday i watched this movie on channel 5.. called.. "Top Secret" i think.. The show was ULTIMATE! I mean, the king of lameness! THe lamest of lamers!!!! CMI!
Words cannot describe how lame it was. I was lamed beyond words! To think that me , the ultimate lamer, would be so lamed by the show is unthinkable! *Gasp* Um.. it's hard to describe the details here..coz the lame details are .. hard to describe! Let me think.. err..aiya.. cannot lar! If you guys see it around.. go rent it or download it! It's not a very new old..maybe in the early 90s or what? Quite old looking..but i must say.. Val Kilmer ( i think) looks quite good in the show.. *Yum*...
Anyway, the show is a must-see for lamers! If i ever see the producers or the scriptwriter for the show..i'll hantam them! SO LAME!!! Throughout the whole show, i dunno whether to cry or to laugh.. BISH! Hahah.. so end of my lame entry. Ciao.
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Ahh sigh. I dunno. The weird emptiness is overwhelming me again. Perhaps it's just the fulfillment, the end of all anticipation. I've got my ATM, my iFP, watched the New Testament addon of Matrix, and yet I don't remotely have a sense of happiness (maybe other than grinning crazy whenever I glance at that long prism on my table). I'm beginning to dread work, the exams, everything. You know, when the class does too well, the bonds that propels the class forward break down as everyone tries to surge infront of the others. I want out... outoutoutoutout.
And sigh. The more I think about working in the future, the more apprehensive I get. I guess it's just because of the expectations I have for my future line of work, yep money money. Hell I know I'd enjoy what I'm doing, but somehow nothing seems great unless the deal is sprinkled liberally with extra doses of cold hard cash. I'm da
Material Guy eh. Sigh. Even the bank account is mocking me. Why do I not possess any skills that can boost the sagging levels of my pocket economy?
And exams. Oh well. That's normal. And CO. Oh well. Actually everything's in order. The choice is made already, now I've to go see why I made the choice. -cross fingers- I hope I didn't take the wrong pill.
C: lets go skydiving!
G: -nods-
G: ok
G: saturday?
C: ya.....i shall get myu oprvate jet to park outside the central plaza at 2 pm...dun be late or i'll go off without you
G: mmm. ok... but i got helicopter... wanna use tt instead? so we can land in the field
C: okok...yah helicopter is better.....eh you got a spare paracute? i need extra one
G: emm... i've only two. but im sure tt adds to the challenge now we dun haf backup
C: hahaz yeah....
we should juz jump without a parachute
G: haha yah! and hope we regenerate fast enuf and dun die!
C: we can make aparachute on the way down.... naw tt realli challrnging
G: hahah yay!
C: can you bring string i bring the stapler and scotch tape you got plastic bags?
G: em. got lots of plastic sheets... i'd bring hole puncher!
C: wait but stapler might not be sufficient they might break...thsi calls forr......paper clipsSS!!
G: huh. use superglue. the rapid rush of air would have made it polymerise very rapidly
G: dun be late
C: YES!
Hehez ... congrats dad!!=D hahahz.... jia you on ur mugging ... may we all do well for our As ... =PP ...
Little Big Brother Chris, on Sunday, February 12, 2040 at 07:19 a.m.
I AM KING! muahahah! I passed all my previous tests! YESH! EVEN PHYSICS! I rulez!!!! lol.. err.. actually.. ahahha.. i bhb lar.. my physics.. i "tikam" all the mcq qns correct.. so i managed to pass on the dot. Muahahha! :P Tikaming rulez!
Well..time really just zooms! So fast and it's already May?! SIGH! Really need to start doing work and catch up now. But well..luckily i'm trying! YAY! :)
A New Saxophone and an old guitar shop
Melvin juz got a new Saxophone ... hahaz lucky guy ... Hmmm ... din think i would get to touch a Sax animore after stopped band ...
While searching for a Sax mouthpiece with Melvin ... came across this realli zai Guitar shop ... much better then Music Plaza ...
Mwahaha at ITS elections now, but am so bored I think should blog a little. Omg! 2 girls and 22 guys? Hmm! :p
Sigh. Ok I dunno what to blog about. Mmm Thurday? After the CO competition, was really quite high and bounced around the different groups that split up. Wahaha. Realised I know almost all the pipa people! :) -gwinz- I didn't really want to get into finals for that'd mean like quite a waste of time ma... 2 months of further preparations just to fight for 1st, 2nd or 3rd?
Em. Well. Spent the entire weekends drooling over Mp3 player, and my parents didn't really mind me getting, just wanted me to make sure it's safe as I'm buying it from someone instead of from shop. Ai. The guy happens to be my erhu senior so I kinda know him well. Haha small world :)
Very little activity here nowadaes ...
Little Big Brother Chris, on Friday, February 10, 2040 at 05:52 a.m.
Please everyone. Just write what you think. If anything's wrong there's always ICQ to discuss the matter which you think the other party has a different perspective on. There's nothing wrong with entries that are like that, they always add flavour and spice to the blog, so keep them coming. I'm not censoring your thoughts, _just_ sharing how I feel.
And ok. How did I feel just now? Frustration. Frustration at the inability to translate thoughts into visible words. The facelessness of the net, you just can't tell how the words are being said, just felt. Tearing my hair at the miscomprehension of the path of action I chose to take. Or myself misunderstanding what the other party is trying to say. I just wanted to shout HELLO, wave my hands in exasperation, point frantically at what I'm referring to... but body language when translated into words are equivalent to Caps letters or emotionally charged words, which I refrain and replace them with logical words... Which then themselves fail to convey the gravity of the words. An endless cycle. A futile exercise especially when words just can't explain what I'm truly trying to say.
Yes. That's what I felt. So what's wrong with putting such things on the blog? Why stop? Yes I'm terribly frightened at the prospect of everyone stopping to blog in fear of making others unhappy. But yes this is where we find out, right, because we do know each other well? In the future you may not even have a chance to know whether you've accidentally stabbed someone. So why not find out now than later?
Yes so if you feel that something I've written is inappropriate of course feel free to just message me, talk to me in real life, and tell me why it is so. And I'd try to show why it is not. Please, keep the smiley faces. It's a discussion, not an argument. (I tried so hard believe me but I just can't do it alone)
I cry for the inadequacies of the languages.
Woohoo!!
Got meteora from david!=DD now in the library blasting songs=P ...
Thanx dad!! next time remind mi to treat you ... saved mi 17 bucks ... hahaz
Hee funny day todae... as in laughed too much :p Pia-ed finish GP comprehension last week as I wanted to write letter... ended up having 45 minutes to write yet another letter :) Blake then assumed that the lengthy page of writings was my application question, and proceeded to lecture the class on the importance of handing in work on time, regardless of venue or type of exam. Gwahaha.
Break... Bought sotong instead of chicken, they look pretty much the same eh. Sigh. And went back early to see Kor and Melvin fiddle around with the Sax. And all was pretty much the same... except Tan got seeck and Tang took over for physics lessons, "seriously funny" as I said :p He cracks jokes with such gravity that he can be almost frowning when making one -like the electric guitar- hahaha :) Well... indeed I kinda like the style. Much like Pang our chem tutor. Pang usually juz walks into the class with bunches of markers, nothing else, and can just continue with the tutorial the only materials from his head wah -worships-
Solidworks... mmm I almost feel lucky! My comp didn't give up on me all the while, and the only time it crashed while I'm trying to save my work, the copy process actually completed for the most important file (Instructions) and I lost only a part file, which is easily restored by the backup ^_^ Whee! Yep compared to the fate of some others indeed so... Mmm I shall uninstall Solidworks from my comp! Yay finally! :)
Ah ok. So I stoned at the class bench from 3 - 5.30, reading and finishing 2 jimmi books, and practiced guitar all the while. Found the Bio notes that happened to catch the breeze extremely interesting... and played the guitar while browsing through it. Wahaha shouldn't we all be grateful for such a amazing body! Eventually went for CO anyway, penultimate practice before SYF, and came out one hour later :)
Waited for Kor at the CT bench, read RDigest, got bored, and tried to serenade M&M in their private little space of the LD room by going outside the room and blasting Qing Fei De Yi into the room on erhu + guitar. Hahahaha :)
Ah sigh. The bus trip back was amazingly ticklish. "If I had $2000, I'd spend $500 on accousticCclassical and electric guitar each, Cd player, and amps. If I had $10 million? I'd spend $2.5 million on accousticCclassical and electric guitars each... and Amps. " "Mary had a little lamb / little lamb little lamb / Mary had a little lamp / I await my golden thine" Laughed until stomach cramped hahaha :p Ok it doesn't read so well on print... but darn laughable then ^_-
Mmmm nothing much happened today I guess, as I skipped chem and physics lecture + gp and chem tutorial! Yay! :) But ended up practicing for 4 hours straight, and lugging all kinds of instruments around. Ahh no time to do any work! Sigh. Tis going to be a busy weekend...
And ooo! :) Matrix Reloaded is coming soon! Hope to confirm the times and the attendance by tmr... and mmm this reminds me to burn Matrix for mei! -greedy anticipation-
Here i am once again in the library ... passing time by stoning in front of the computer ... lol dad! mi have lots of time too! but dun make use of it ... realli a slacker ...
sighz ... life is sianz ... nothing much to look forward to ... juz living from day to day ... waiting for sumthing to happen ...
Warh, daughter got a name liaoz. I think i must go think of a name for miself too! Lol. Well chris, it wasnt' THAT bad lar.. quite farnie wat.. ;-P.. And anyway, u always look so blur, quite expected of u lar. HAHAH! :P
Recently i'm crazy.. i d/l alot alot of songs.. like i d/led 20+ songs in 1 hr? = .. lol.. i'm siaoz .. i'm on a d/ling spree! Wee! lol. But i think the songs i'm d/ling are worth it lar. :) Hmm.. u guys better take good care of yourself.. dont' tire yourselves too much! :) Me very tired too.. had PE today. yawnz.
Recently reading this book... "The lovely bones".. think u guys saw it tt day rite? The blue blue book? Hmm.. finally, a book i actually is seriously reading and have a chance of finishing it soon. Lol. Haven't been reading for way too long. Even if i read , i always leave them hanging halfway. =.. sigh.. Let's see.. I have only read abit of the hitchhiker's guide to the galady.. still a long way to go. I only read abit of "THe simple secrets of successful ppl".. still a long way to go. Abt 1/3 finished with "Men are from Mars and Women are from venus".. still some way to go. "Small is still beautiful" still have a long way to read too. "War and Peace" has been laying in my msia's home's shelf for a LONG LONG LONG time liaoz .. and i only read a few chapters. =... And not to forget the tons of books that i've bought coz i felt I HAD TO! I mean, they were such good books! But of course .. i haven't read them yet.. SIGH! ME LOSER! =
I wonder how can i have so much time for blogging, d/ling songs, gaming, stoning and yet have no time for serious stuff like reading, studying? Bish. I seriously need to read more now. I feel as if i'm a frog in the well.. i can't even see the world now. There're so many things in the world that i dont' know , but want to know! God, gimme some more time! :-P
Mmm kor ah! Haha don't be so depressed leh! Why today so sianz :) It's so funny in a strange sense! We broke Jingyi's Pipa first string (yep, the thinnest one is the first string, not fourth) when Kor took it out to strum like a guitar... in the process of tightening it, the string snapped! Aahhaha... nvr mind kor i already took care of it, gave her the xian already, and she knows what happened ^_^
Sigh me soo tired! Muz be CO's fault. I've no time to do work sobsob. Wait, why am I crying hehe :) I'm going to sleep record early today, 11pm. Yay so hopefully I'd be energetic tmr!
Sia Sway Sundae
i sia swayed twice todae ... which is twice more then my usual standard. Lets put this into perspective ... ppl onli siasway like once a week the most???
First was at my tkd grading ... ... made loads and loads of mistakes when doing the pattern ... so much so that the examiner pulled mi forward to redo the whole thing ... so i did ... and screwed it up again ... the examiner got mi standing infront of the examiners desk and explained a few things to mi ... i was in a state of "oblivious to the world" now ... so nothing went in ... or if it did ... i din show it when i performed the pattern for the thrid time ... prolly failed ... sighz ...
i forgot to bring my wallet when i went to phy tuition ... worry worry worry but in the end ... wad could i do but rush up the damn bus with the whole crowd of ppl ... of course i got caught ... if i didn't ... would i be writing this?? it pretty much went like this:
Driver: you never ... (famous EZ-Link arm motion)
Chris: (makes a big show of searching bag ... after a minute...) i din bring ...
Driver: !@#!@# (din realli catch ...)
Chris: ...
luckily i got help from this old lady who gave mi a dollar fifty ( should it not be the other way round ... ) ... i muttered a thank you under my breath but dun think she heard ... aniwaez ... she left and i paid and that was that ... spent the entire bus trip thinking abt wad i should have said to the driver instead of "i din bring" ... pictured ChengYi there with his " UnceRR!! bu yao zhe yang la!!!!"
Hell ... why am i saying all this ... it'll juz put chris lame-o-meter rating from ultra lame to OMG ... you are one f****** MORON!!
Oh yes, after Boxup removed all its services, do you people have any other song sites that are good too? Like lyrics and streaming abilities?
Daughter, on Sunday, May 4, 2003 at 01:28 p.m.
I'd just withdraw my previous entry :) I've oft thought that within the farmily there shouldn't be any generation gap, but I always forgot about the gender gap haha ^_-
Yay it's a sunday today! :) Oh well. Overslept too much again and woke up at 10+. Sigh, plans to do work all dashed... And now I'm in front of the computer! :(
Of I go to screw up Solidworks dimensions then...
Yesh, HC lecturers are lucky indeed. =P. And son, u damn farnie le! Or should i say u and ur silly grp of frens? lol.. !
And daughter, i DID TRY TO CREATE HAPPINESS FOR MYSELF! i tried! But u all won't give me a chance to merge in? And if u guys count the no. of lines u've talked to me that day, you should know how much "communication" we had.It's not i dont' wanna talk to u guys u know.. just that u guys didnt' exactly want to talk to me? Some were busy buayaing.. some were always away.. Well, the headphones thing...it's just what i like to do? I just can't exactly live w/0 music. I listen to radio in GP and maths tutorials.. um..get the idea? lol. I'm just.. i just need music to spice up my days! =P.. And hmm.. i left the captain's ball game.. TO FIND YOUR MUM? i received a call from her! I was going to find her? =.. heh, me getting nothing but fingers pointed just because i want to find a friend? And did i say weizhen called and asked me too? So i was receiving calls and so i cant' play? Heh. So i prob should shut off my phone so tt no one picks up their phones and all the late comers have no idea where we are?
Yes, probably it's always easier to point fingers at others. Yes, me pointing fingers at u guys, and u guys pointing fingers at me back. But i can tell u, i really tried. But i felt so .. detached. I tried, and i talked to alot of the 2nd intakers. All of them prob know me by now.. just tt maybe u guys didn't notice. I just didnt' talk to anyone in our class much. Coz i couldn't. Or maybe u guys dont' want to? So stop saying i'm not trying coz i tried and it hurts to know that after i tried, not only i don't get any success, i still get blamed for it?
Well, i shall not talk abt all these sad stuff. When i was in my mum's car, i keep thinking of how cool if i can get a digital cam. Yup, i'm trying to save for one. Not any digital cam, but an AT LEAST 5.0 megapixels one.. and most probably i'll get a professional one. SURPRISED ? =P..dont' be, i always have a very strong interest for photography. :) I dont' seem like one avid photographer am i? Now you know! lol. I've even a book on travel photography at home. And i get my wallpapers from national geograpy? ;-P I think i've told some frens b4 that my ultimate dream is to become a national geographic reporter + photographer! YAY! It's a dream .. and well.. though i'm not exactly striving towards that goal..but one day, i know one day i'll satisfy this desire someway or another! :)
Dad:
Err no la it's not boring :p Must show the HCJC lecturers and tell them that they are lucky! :)
One cannot expect happiness to be cut, served and dished to you by others always. I'm sure Mum, Kor and I didn't just sit there and wait for someone to drag us to play, we're all out there by our own choice to enjoy ourselves. Did you look like you were unhappy and wanted to be alone? Body language, certainly, with that headphone of your blasting into your ears throughout the day, sudden disappearance during the Captain's Ball (we noticed, see) match, who'd not think so?
People choose to be involved, they are not chosen to be.
"History will repeat itself again", how true indeed.
Anyway :P Hope it made sense lah. Ooi and what?! Talking bad things about us behind our backs with mum?? ^_-
Anyway, HAHA Kor unfortunately I think more paint is needed... :P Saw it in school today morning, and nearly died laughing. Mmm White paint on black! Meaningless? Hell no! Can't you see it? The meaning behind it?
The artist is trying to convey the feeling that no matter how much one tries to cover up the evil instinctive parts of everyone of us, evil knows no boundaries. As much as society splashes cleansing paint on us, to reform and mold the human soul to fit into the fabric of society, cracks and fractures develop, the black heart within us all still shines dimly...
Anyway, what am I doing in school? Yep. Chinese Orchestra, all the way from 9 to 5, with food packed from Coro as we practice so as to squeeze out more time from what would have been our lunch break. Tired beyond my mind. And a tired mind somehow breaks free of restrains that'd have held it in place, setting it into an endless cycle of depressing thoughts.
Worrying may be the misuse of creativity, but depression sets worrying on an infinite loop.
Anyway, slept pretty well on the bus, so I feel pretty ok.
Though I wouldn't name my religion Erhu nor CO, it still hurts when people just condemn/ridicule it all to the depths of hell. Oh hello? You don't even know how to tell an A from a D and you call us beggars? Oh ok. Everyone thinks that way anyway -_-''
I've thought long and hard during CO on how to fire my trademark caustic counter-replies if that ever happens, but finally decided that if it happens, no point continuing the cycle of hate, and leave it be. People can be insensitive at times not because they want, but they forgot that it is. I myself am no exception.
Oh and if any of you saw the previous entry I posted (and deleted) ignore it ba. It's a work of an idle tired mind, and we all know whose workshop it belongs to ^_-
Paint job
was recruited by guitar to go and paint the soree banner todae ... apparently most of the guitar exco had left leaving Rodney realli pissed since he had went all the way to get the banner cloth.
We got a 6 by 8 foot black cloth and was given instructions by the designer to ... yes seriously ... paint it white. If that was not moronic enough ... we got two cans of paint to work with (!@$!@$ harmoc) well ... hardly half an hour passed and the paint was used up. It was the kind of stupid paint that should be banned from this world ( got a full dripping brush of !@#E ... and its onli good for one stroke b4 its all used up)
This may seem lame but i found it realli fun juz complaining loudly to noone in particular and laughing abt how lame we were and brainstorming to find more efficient methods to spread the paint ...
We started off with 3 paint brushes and 2 cans of paint ... but after two hours, each of us wielded a paint roller connected to a long stick (such equipment that the pointers used to paint te skool walls) and there were buckets of paint at each corner of our banner ... all "donated" by our beloved skool (the paint buckets were calling out to us!! honest!! Its their fault!!!)By the time we were finished I was laughing like a madass=P
All in all ... it was a job well done ... i felt a great sense of accomplishment and i think the rest did too=P Seriously took my mind off alot of crap i had been thinking abt ... i was feeling kinda moody lately but after the painting was done ... i felt realli happy=P WOOHOO!!=D(lol i say like i juz finished a masterpiece huh?=P nah ... its juz alot of white paint on black ... meaningless??=P)
Life might seem wierd at times and sumtimes i lie on my bed confused ... thinking and thinking ... ... but its things like this tt realli make everything make sense again ... think i finally understand the social awareness week talk ... "youth power " .... hehez .... xiong di men!! Chiong aRH!!!
Ah finally a chance to blog! :) Been so busy nowadays, hehe, Generals-ing and all that... :p Oh yep, remember last time why I just refused to play any songs? Mmm dunno, it's just the feeling that no song can satisfy everyone... and a host of other reasons similar to that.
Ok, let's start from where the last great adventure has yet to be blogged - The Great Presidential Election Escapade :p Yep, ok so plannings have already begun in the night before, when we started discussing about strategies for escaping sucessfully.
And so that morning, after flag raising, we immediately tried to get to get away... But somehow as always inertia was rather strong, and it took quite sometime to get us all going. Being a bunch of inexperienced pon-ners, we went strange ways, like going up to 4th floor only to scoot back to the first on the sight of a teacher. Tried to go through the front door, but they decided that it's too obvious, and wanted to go through the way of Chinese High. Unfortunately, the councillors have already expected this united show of disinterest, and stationed many of their fellows all over the possible escape routes. First attempt failed, and we retreated to the safety of the computer junkyard, aka B218. The time is 8.15am.
I was rather bored, and the idea of returning to the lockers (just next to the hall) inspired in me a sense of adventure, and I set off. The teachers were amazingly disinterested in which way you're going, but the councillors, wanting the entire school population to be there, went plain-badge (ie no councillor badges) and ambushed me on a narrow corridor, laptop in hand.
"Oh I need to return this laptop back to the Teacher's Room immediately...", my voice trailing off as they looked on helplessly, the fish caught in the net, yet slipping by.
With only two computers, and constant fear of being caught within the lab, the itch for adventure has settled back into our bored souls. During this time, we had to practice hiding drills to be executed the moment someone steps into the room, and soon such fear-filled living removed any sense of enthusiasm for being in the computer lab. We need to get out, weneed to! So off we went.
Christopher led the way down, but suddenly a scramble of actions and legs, and everyone ran up the stairs, certain that the person next to him has seen a councillor/teacher. We counted, and realised Chris is no longer here!
Mmm apparently it's just a false alarm, a bemused painter grinning his lopsided smile at us as we walked by the same route, hearts pounding, and "rescued" Chris. At this moment we were behind the science labs, and with no one in sight, we went as low as possible and RAN like hell, all the way to CHS canteen. Step one of the plan has been successfully executed, and we were about to take the bus outside CHS, when we received intelligence about councillors spotted at the bus stop, and decided to walk till the next stop. We went up the CHS hill, outside the hostel, as we amused ourselves with the giant seesaw, seesawing up and down and generally made ourselves look like 8 year olds. Sneaked down through the side road, and walked till the next bus stop, where our adventure sort of ended.
Sigh. Mmm I've not included much of the details, such as Nankun's antics (Long March, China stuff and all that :p), what passed between us as we made our virgin pon... Haha so Chris perhaps it's _your_ turn to fill in the details! :)
Hmm.. do i look pissed off today? Actually, i 'm not!!! SERIOUSLY! Well, i didn't expect anything at all for today, so i didn't have hopes or anything lar.. quite a .. feeling of .. nothing lo.. lol.. indifference perhaps? Well, I just felt the outing was ok lar. Seems like a good outing for most of u, so congrats!
Chris asked me, "hahaz....why you dun wanna enjoy urself?" .. Hmm.. which part of me indicated i didn't want to? Well, i tried! And i did! But if you guys don't bother to involve me, what can i do? If u guys want to assume i was pissed off and leave me alone, well.. how can i convince u all? I was always feeling quite neutral thruout the whole outing... But well, it doesn't really matter now does it? History will repeat itself again.
And well, the fact i went to watch movie suddenly.. is not becoz of the outing lar.. it's seriously got my fren ask me out to watch? And somemore he offered to treat me? HOW CAN I MISS SUCH AN OFFER? lol... Ok lar, the boredom i was experiencing had a part too, but well.. it's all abt $$ baby! =P
And oh nanz, i won't give up on the guys lar.. lol. at least not our sons.. Well, coz frens are forever! :)
Hmm.. maybe i'm just highly sensitive to despo ppl lar.. lol.. coz well.. hmm...i despise them.. =P .. So despo for wat? lol. All in all, i'm ok lar.
Sighz ... stoning in the library now so decided to blog some crap=P ...
***************Outing Update***************
Place: Sentosa
Time: i dunno (juz keep the day free)
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Hahaz! agree with Junyi Totally!!=P loved the matrix=D ... hmmz ... where will we go when we die indeed ... have thought about it quite alot. Is there life after death (and where will it be?? Is there heaven and hell ... seems fairy talish) If so ... how to mug for it???=P it seems we are all mugging for the wrong exams ... hehez ... and how the hell do we know anihow ... sighz ... just have to wait and see, but won't it be too late then? (comeON!! dun bullshit mi=P ... you dun want to go to hell ...)
Haiz ... life seems meaningless and i find it better to juz slack along and let my emotions take control ... once you start adding logic to it ... it all screws up. Why work so hard just to die 70 years later? To enjoy in the future?? like when we are old and weak?? and dead??? Maybe life is all about "feeling good" ... then i should just follow my heart and "screw up my life" ...
Seriously, this is more like the father and daughter blog.. sigh.. I realised maybe it's becoz i always sleep so late.. til now my body is weird.. i dont' feel sleepy til really late.. like now? This is the first yawn i have in the whole night. Hmm.. =P.. but i'm still not exactly tired, it's only a yawn. =P
Well.. looking at the cd rack beside me, i really think i've many many personalities. I've rock cds like linkin park and daredevil, i've got boybands cds like Blue and Westlife, i've got abit alternative cds like Coldplay, i've got abit of rap + hard metal cd like limp bizkit, i've got soothing music like secret garden, pop cds like fish leong , dance hits cd, classical music cd, opera cds like josh roban and andrew lloyd webber.. Hmm?
I guess they're all a part of me. Hmm.. Yea, i think Geminis have a wide array of personalities and maybe even split personalities.. ahhaha.. weird ol' me! But everyone loves me anyway! YAY! =PPPPPPP
Hehe err yeah haven't been posting much, you guys should know, and are the first few :p
Ah yay. Death? Lol I think I told Daddy how I wanted to, hmm. Death without regrets, settling everything that is to be done, leave no untied knots behind. I'm afraid of losing my sanity, slipping into delusion, and end up being a burden, so I think I'd try very hard to remain sane. As for death, may it's touch be quiet, gentle and swift.
But I wonder if we'd ever die completely without regrets, being born into the world with nothing and wanting everything. It's like we're meant to _want_, something achieved generates something else higher to claim in our name.
Death is very thought-provoking, eh? :p Well. Can't really just imagine my thought processes suddenly all end.
"...Like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad...", Morpheus to Neo
Yeah, that's what I'm feeling. It's just the perspective of... Why am I me? Why do I see the world through Junyi's eyes? It just feels awkward. Is it true a few pounds of grey matter can create life?
(Which brings us to the definition of life. Life is simply something that is brought about by the neural interactions of cells, expunging sodium ions as signals)
I believe there's a reason why we see life beyond... that definition. It's a spirit, a soul, that we all feel, imbued onto the mechanisms of a basic carbon lifeform that we are. I don't know how to say it, but I think you all know that feeling too. Sometimes the feeling of extreme loneliness, isolation, a feeling that no friends can satisfy, the trapped and untouched soul, yearning to be free? The feeling of believing something's wrong with the world, but just can't put a finger on it? The empty void you feel when you close your eyes... It's like expecting a mind's eye, yet I cannot see, blinded, covered, shackled and shelled.
That's why I enjoyed the Matrix so very much.
"I _know_ exactly what you mean.", Morpheus
See? I can quote straight out from the movie :)
Sigh. I wish I knew what's going to happen when I die. Then it'd just be a matter of preparation. Like preparing for the block tests. At least in exams you know you have to study.
Oh yes. Anyone heard I love the music :)
Shit ... mi cannot seem to figure out how to create a new configuration ... this sucks=( Two hours tmr ... what am i going to DO?!?!?!?
Little Big Brother Chris, on Saturday, April 26, 2003 at 12:04 a.m.
Hmm.. warh.. finally some life here! YAY ! Warh, the topic of death can lead to enthu responses? =P, must talk abt more morbid topics then...lol
Hmm... i seriously think i should go back to HC less..unless it's like big major events lar. Hmm.. really, each time i go back, the impression i have of HC just gets worse and worse.. I don't wanna hate HC one day .. But well, i dont' think i will. Coz well, err.. i hope. :P
Well, enuff of depressing stuff, watched Johnny English on Thursday. WARHHHHH! LAMMMMMME! lol..but i would say it's a not-too-bad lameness. At least u can laugh alot on the lame stuff. :) Not a bad entertainment in times of worries and blah and blah and blah... :P . But i think i'll go watch Anger Management soon, should be as lame toO! YAY! lol
Oh yar, bought this lava lamp for my friend's bday .. SO NICEEEE! Abit exp but luckily quite a few of us sharing + well... AC ppl when it comes to spending quality $$ on stuff for friends, they're very generous! :) REALLY! At first they suggested something VERY exp, but we all realise abit TOO exp.. not as if all of us can afford lar. But still, everyone is willing to spend for the sake of friends. Well, i dunno if it's just obligations for some or what.. but i choose not to know! Ignorance is bliss and i seriously believe in it! And oh yar, back to the lava lamp, it was "pink in pink".. err.. means tt the wax is bloody red and the water was pinkish. COOLIOS! SIGH! i so wanted to buy one for myself too! But luckily i was pulled back into reality by the price tag and the thinness of my wallets. ;-) Sigh. But hey, it doesn't even fit my house anyway! It needs really cool houses to fit it.. =P
How would i like to die??=P i would like to die with no regrets knowing that i have lived life to the fullest ... regarding a place ... hmmm ... in nice comfy armchair ... with a sort of ... fireplace burning in front (dim e lights please!!=P) preferably not burnt to death thankyouverimuch
Little Big Brother Chris, on Friday, April 25, 2003 at 12:56 a.m.
oops....thk these dayz i am in a state of
1.short-circuit?
2.vegetate?
3.dead???
ans:3
yap yap actually today i have already officially declared i was dead... em so now is a dead man toking....
yah wan to ans the question--haha the only place i wan to die there is in the water! em sea or river or just a little pond wil be fine. anyway i only wan to experience the feeling of falling down in the embrace of aqua, which brings back wonderful memory of being in the womb....(err if i hav memory then)
haha so late now, dun understand why me stil here toking about ###....
my fingers stil hurt when they touch the keypad..wah...muz practise more
sometims life is lyk tis ba, aimless, and it is why everyones trying very hard to find out the meaning of life?....
haha check my blog? added sth to it...
tml the 2nd intake a/m game starts...haha.... lame... (my mortal is lame)
ok gotta sleep liao... sweet dreams everyone!
Hmm.. oh yar... yesterday this fren asked me, " How do you want to die? What would you think if your loved one died on the same bed with you?" Hmm.. did give it a serious thought... If i wanna die, can i die at the seaside? PLEASE? Lol. I don't know, maybe diff stages will have diff thoughts, but for now , i want to die at the seaside. I always managed to find calmness at the sea... (Maybe u guys will realise i tend to be abit more moody when i'm near the sea.. :) ) I hope that the last sound i hear before i die is the crashing of the waves, and as my soul fades away from the shell, i hope that it follows the sea breeze to wherever it goes. :) And preferably, when i die, my loved one is beside me holding my hand too, choosing to remain silent while i bid the world farewell with beads of tears flowing down my cheeks a smile on my face. Hmm.. ROMANTIC SIA?! lol..
And my fren was like.. "you are the 1st one to answer my qn! All of them after seeing what i wrote, responded with 'Are you ok?','U feeling fine?'" Lol. I guess i'm just special! :-P Or maybe .. hmm.. i dont' exactly see things so pessimistically? :) To me it's just a qn. In fact , a very good qn. :)
What do you guys think? =P...
Hmm..i realise i like to post here whenever i'm waiting for soccer matches.. lol..yes, today AS USUAL i'll be staying awake til 2.45am to watch the 2nd leg of the champs league : Man Utd vs Real Madrid.
Seriously, i'll just die really early. Hmm.. today i was supposed to go the the RJC band concert at the esplanade.. and guess what lame stuff happen? When i was about to enter, me and my fren realised we have to fill in the declaration form.. fill fill. .Ask those normal lame qns lar.. I guai guai fill in the truth.. say i went back msia in the last 10 days. Then they refused to let me enter! lol.. My fren went back to msia and today was her 10th day! WE BOTH SUAY! In the end refund the tix..think they'll contact us and return the $$ later.If they don't, i'll go sue them. ;-P
Then i even rush home to bathe and change and go eat dinner with my fren! WARH! Waste my time! Lol.. Pengz diao. But well, wasn't THAT upset, coz me and my fren were there to watch another fren perform only.. we originally planned to go there and sleep coz we were really tired. Afterall, it's a normal schoolday ya know. Hahahah. Save my money also good. =P..But still think it's damn lame! :)
Hollywood Lessons
It does not matter if you are heavily outnumbered in a fight involving martial arts: your enemies will wait patiently to attack you one by one, dancing around in a threatening manner until you have knocked out their predecessors.
Honest and hard-working policemen are traditionally gunned down three days before their retirement.
All beds have special L-shaped sheets that reach the armpit level of a woman, but only the waist level of the man lying beside her.
At least one of a pair of identical twins is born evil.
Most laptop computers are powerful enough to override the communications system of any invading alien society.
All grocery bags contain at least one stick of French bread.
Rather than wasting bullets, megalomaniacs prefer to kill their arch enemies using complicated machinery involving fuses, pulley systems, deadly gasses, lasers, and man-eating sharks, which will allow their captives at least a half-hour to escape.
You're very likely to survive any battle in any war unless you make the mistake of showing someone a picture of your sweetheart back home.
A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating, but will wince when a woman tries to clean his wounds.
If a large pane of glass is visible, someone will be thrown through it before long.
If staying in a haunted house, women should investigate any strange noises in their most revealing underwear.
Even when driving down a perfectly straight road, it is necessary to turn the steering wheel vigorously from left to right every few moments.
All bombs are fitted with electronic timing devices with large red readouts so you know exactly when they're going to go off, but luckily you'll always blindly choose to cut the right wire.
A detective can only solve a case once he has been suspended from duty.
Police departments give their officers personality tests to make sure they are deliberately assigned a partner who is their total opposite.
The junior-senior intro session was held todae during the first break ... i am now in the library slacking while the rest are having econs and chem (3 subj advantage)
Details of intro session (think junyi can provide more=P):
Activity A: Everyone introduced themselves giving name, school and cca. Class was ommitted due to obvious reasons ...
Activity B: Lecture by Mr Lennon and Mr Horse on the tRaDiTiOnS of HCJC.
Activity C: Tried to start a lame game, but it din work out (i think), i was quite far awae by that time)
If anything, there should be an outing soon=) ... hopefully it will be jts=P.
OBvIoUsLy, this outings will be held for the sole purpose of upholding the age-old traditions of our school.
Happy Easter!!!!=P
NExt week the meet the juniors session still on?? when issit?
Hmm..yesh sonz.. at first i thought with my busy week ahead, my sickness will prob get stucked with me! BUT GUESS WHAT? I'm not going to school tmr! YAY! Now i've all the time in the world !! :-)
Hmm.. daughter, actually, i choose not to think abt A's THAT much..i choose to umm.. take things at my own pace.. .=PPP.. ahahha.. tt'll prob kill me but well, at least i pass my days quite happily and fulfilled. :) But well, guess u guys shouldn't learn from me .. :)
Hmm... guess being sick really means being in a bad shape.. Hair's all limp and lifeless.. Wonder how can my pimples still flourish on this sick-stricken body? Why can't my flu bug just ..errr.. kill the pimples' germs! lol..
Oh yar, i think mp3s are just ESSENTIAL in the life of any com user? =PPPP.. EVERYONE just d/l mp3s like crazy? Lol. So.. hmm.. if they really want catch those ppl who d/l alot of mp3s, might as well close down the whole com + internet industry? :-P And for me, if i like the music, i'll buy their album. But if they dont 'even bother let me hear first and fall in love with it... hmm..i won't bother buying! :-P
And oh no!!! Boxup wound up the free services for lyrics viewing and RAudio playing... Sigh guess the long arm of law eventually caught up with the companies? Or issit just them trying to hawk their boxup membership?
Oh yes, it's scary isn't it, the recent news, of the 4 students who've been singled out by RIAA in an attempt to ɱһӰ... They've uploaded around 25,000 to 1 million mp3s each, and now are the recipients of lawsuits amounting to 150k per song, or 150billion dollars for the unlucky guy. Hohoho. Looks like Chapter 11 is useful after all, arghhh hope they don't start delving into our records and checking what I've gotten.
But suddenly I have a brainwave... Hmm. Since they're so desperate to kill us now, enough to pass a law to effectively break into our computers to scan for pirated crap, perhaps there's a niche market for us people to come up with programs to effectively hide songs on the computer drive easily, maybeeee, yet still share-able. Arh. I'm evil :)
Urp oh well, I guess since nothing much is happening nowadays, there's little to write anyway rite? :)
Yay err die liao. Was trying to the count the days to A levels... Sigh, missed the good ol' days of J1, where you just have to finish the darned tutorials and the rest of the day is bright, sunny and gay. J2 you don't know what to do, also have to worry about the upcoming 3 major exams. Noo!!! Why can't they like make JC a good fun 4 years? Haha... someone go become the education minister and reform this area :p
ڱտalways about exams sigh. Worry-ish eh, the fun carefree days of JC are about to be over. There's so much to do, like hone my shooting skills in CS, practice strategies in Generals, learn the guitar... Hmm. Well, and slack around. Sigh.
A daily nagging doubt in the deep recesses of the mind, a seed of fear watered by the rays of laziness and the waters of procastination, germinating, until it's too late. Flower and let die, perhaps the host along with it.
Woah!! looks like your in bad shape ... but nothing a good slp wun cure =P but judging from your BZ schedule ... looks like you wun even have that=PPP poor dad!
Paisehz ... not that i dun wanna post ... come here everydae actulli ... look look see see=P... buden sometimes veri inconvenient for mi with all the "traffic" around=P i'll try tho!! Dun boycott the blog YET!!
Holy Week came and went ...
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hmm.. today i damn sick.. dunno y.. prob due to the lack of sleep in the last 3 days.. GOt fever, sorethroat, running nose.. SIGH! ANd guess what, next week STILL got a man utd vs Real madrid match.. I think i'm really gonna die soon. Lol. Hmm.. I shouldnt' continue this kind of lifestyle any longerrrr! =P..
Hmm.. my medicine doesn't really seem to be working very effectively.. Still feeling sick after i took it for like 3 hours? =P..
Hmm..why aren't u all blogging here frequently arh? Seriously, if u guys don't make full use of this blog, i'm gonna boycott this blog liaoz!!! =P.. I mean, if u guys aren't serious abt keeping this blog alive and making use of what it's here for, u shouldn't have agreed to the idea of having this blog! =
Anywayz, i go zz first..i hope i can feel better soon.
Amazing. After only 1 hr of sleep after the match , and maybe 2 hrs of sleep in school, i managed to go out and reach home at 10pm. And i continued to stay online and even played C&C gens til 1+ am. Hmm... am i crazy or what? But i truly believe if i continue this kind of lifestyle for long, i'll just die like really young. Ho ho ho. GOd bless.
Btw, yup, now is already Good friday, so a happy good friday to all of you and ALL HAIL LORD JESUS TODAY! ;-) I really wanted to go to church today , but i don't know who to go with and where to go?! And what can i do there? And what am i exactly trying to do / prove by gong to church ( like out of the blue?:P) ? Lol. Since i couldn't provide answers for myself , i decided to continue being a sinner and am gonna MJ with my frens today. :)
Yes, i truly believe that i'll never go to heaven. Even if i really become a christian and walk along with God. Maybe becoz i always thought of myself as a sinner? Well, shan't talk sooo much on religion here always.. Or else sooner or later this blog's gonna become my "daily chapel"..
Btw, SON AND WIFE, u guys post le!!! lol.. i'm sick and tired of seeing my entries only. Well, we might as well change it to Dad & Daughter's blog! lol.. :)
Lar lar lar.. i'm waiting for the Man utd vs Arsenal match ! YAY! I"m not gonna sleep again! w00t!!!! Even if it means i'm gonna die for the long full day tml ( with PE).. ahhaha! God bless me!!!!
Hmm... recently dunno y i feel happy quite easily... I think it's becoz i managed to solve (or at least not think abt ) my probs! YAY! I'm now a free man! (err.. woman? =P) Lar lar lar! Sometimes i think self-deceive is da way to make ur day go round! w00t! So, if u're feeling troubled, just learn to umm.. categorize ur probs into those tt truly deserved to be worried, and those which are not exactly gonna happen ( or at least happen soon), and then ignore the latter! YAY! ;-)
Hmm... i think 02s60 is quite known among teachers as the better classes in HC rite? Hmm.. guess what? My ac class is very famous too! Or should i say NOCTORIOUS? Hahahha.. just say u're from 2SB3 and u can see the teachers' eye brows rise.. and they will go like , "OH! xxx's class rite?"... lol.. should i feel honoured? ;-P..
Hmm.. life is so.. umm. normal for me nowadays? I dont' go out that much , and i dont' get into trouble so much nowadays.( Well,at least i don't pon lectures liao.. just go there and sleep! =P ) Is that a good thing? :).. Maybe this is a period for me to cool down and settle down into the mugging mood and prepare for A's. Hmm.. maybe God really do care abt me afterall.. :)
juz returned from my NS medical checkup ... its 12:15 and i am in the library slacking=P think you guyz are having comp lecture ...
12:20 :: i downloaded solitaire coz there was no solitaire on the comp
12:30 :: i downloaded dopewars and cracked it
12:32 :: Going down to class bench
sianz ...
Hehe amazing advert! Must see :)
Daughter, on Tuesday, April 15, 2003 at 07:31 p.m.
More gratz to Kor who passed his Physics Test! :) Heard the class also did very well for econs, so yays for Mum too! Hehe and yep, the rumours for chemistry turned out to be true, and we have a total of 5 As in the class, and 2 _almost_ As! :) -Boing- Topping S6 again hahaz, yay so glad I ain't the one this time to pull the class average down ^_^
Sigh. I have to return this laptop to the school soon, growing almost attached to it now... :( The endless hours of company it provided me on the bus, at the class bench late into the evening trying to finish up tutorials, and the projects done on it. Hehe, in just less than 8 months I chalked up 18 complete recharges for the laptop that's supposed to be used for a school project.
Urp the bus seems a little ill. The engines and aircons went out twice already, hopefully it'd not leave us stranded and having to take another bus.
Hee k I better try to finish up my CenTaD poster now :( And yays! Killer Tuesday is over!
This is a new song by Shania Twain, called "Ka-Ching!"! Hmm... posted the lyrics here not becoz it's a new song, nor becoz i like Shania Twain.Umm... the lyrics are very umm..meaningful to a certain extent and the song is really funny and nice. :) Quite satirical. Talking about human's never-ending greed for riches in the world. Well, after all, they're only worldly possessions. We really should just enjoy our lives and cherish the people around us , instead of getting lost in the maze present in this blurry world. :) Hmm.. starting to talk rubbish liaoz.. err.. :P
We live in a greedy little world -
that teaches every little boy and girl
To earn as much as they can possibly -
then turn around and
Spend it foolishly
We've created us a credit card mess
We spend the money that we don't possess
Our religion is to go and blow it all
So it's shoppin' every Sunday at the mall
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store
Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
It's such a beautiful thing - Ka-ching!
Lots of diamond rings
The happiness it brings
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things
When you're broke go and get a loan
Take out another mortgage on your home
Consolidate so you can afford
To go and spend some more when
you get bored
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store
Let's swing
Dig deeper in your pocket
Oh, yeah, ha
Come on I know you've got it
Dig deeper in your wallet
Oh
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store
Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things
Ka-ching!
Yay er just to remind kor of the work :p
Maths: Complex Numbers, Existance of Roots
Physics: Magnetic Fiels & EM Tutorial
Computing: Mug for Coursework! Yeah :p
Haha goood luck to all ya for the coursework :(
Err yeah sorry dad.... Didn't really realise anything wrong, was looking at you build the barracks first (that's what i usually build first) and thought hmm should be ok, and went on playing cos i was concentrating on a early red guard rush... :)
And yep, sigh it all ended as usual with the chs people massing at PS and eating playing guitar stoning. mmm. i think shouldn't have plaed lan on such a day :(
ehh Dad ... sorry abt todae's lan session=( Too engrossed in trying to win to notice others who needed help ...
Quite disappointing outing ... class was segregated liek mad=(
If you see this: Happy Birthday Tai An
spelled ur name correctly din't i=P
A nice song ... very meaningful lyrics ...
The Bare Necessities
Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
Old Mother Nature's recipes
That brings the bare necessities of life
Wherever I wander, wherever I roam
I couldn't be fonder of my big home
The bees are buzzin' in the tree
To make some honey just for me
When you look under the rocks and plants
And take a glance at the fancy ants
Then maybe try a few
The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!
Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
That's why a bear can rest at ease
With just the bare necessities of life
Now when you pick a pawpaw
Or a prickly pear
And you prick a raw paw
Next time beware
Don't pick the prickly pear by the paw
When you pick a pear
Try to use the claw
But you don't need to use the claw
When you pick a pear of the big pawpaw
Have I given you a clue ?
The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!
So just try and relax, yeah cool it
Fall apart in my backyard
'Cause let me tell you something little britches
If you act like that bee acts, uh uh
You're working too hard
And don't spend your time lookin' around
For something you want that can't be found
When you find out you can live without it
And go along not thinkin' about it
I'll tell you something true
The bare necessities of life will come to you
cool huh?
Do you realize it's mostly us blogging away daughter? lol. HMMMM! OEI, SON AND WIFE!!! Dun make this become a 2 ppl thing le!!! OR ELSE I"LL BE SIANZ ONE!!!!!
But then again, maybe i'm lame lar.. it's BT lo.. ahhaha.. what do i expect? :P
Hm.. looking at what our daughter has said, hm.. warh.. i got say so chim stuff one meh? lol. You always have the gift of re-phrasing what others said and did into really nice stuff, dont' you? :)
Actually, i don't find it anything wrong with "I wanted to help too badly sometimes" what.. it's nice being helpful! We need more helpful peeps around.. Coz sometimes i feel that this world is too harsh and cold. Luckily alot of ppl i know are really helpful and willing to spare their time to lend me a hand. ( Though i do wonder if it's out of obligation becoz someone had ask, or if the person is truly willing to help? :)
Oh yea, just remembered what i had told my friends today. I think this is what i want to say to all of you and everyone reading the blog. LOVE YOURSELF! You must always take good care of your own self , before you have the capacity to go love others! But always remember, this world needs a little love each day to make it turn round. ALways look out and love your friends and family. Cherish what you have and whine less. :P Finally, always cherish your friends and not take things for granted. :)
WARH! i sound like i'm preaching! *gasp*!!! better stop now. :)...
Ooh yay! Chemistry is over, and I survived w00t! :) Hehe guess what I forgot to shade the OAS until the whole paper was over, luckily the inviligator didn't mind it much... Was also trying to scribble some last words to finish up the darned paper, sigh mmhmm not much time :/
Daughtery~*, on Thursday, April 10, 2003 at 05:57 p.m.
School's going to start tomorrow, and the 12 day break is drawing to an end. I'm on the bus now, typing away and blasting sound waves into my ear :) Haha, yep, wonder why I play like crazy at home on the computer, but once I step out of the house, especially on the bus, I'd definitely be doing some work, or at least trying to. It's not that I'm mugging like siao or what, but somehow I just cannot sit still doing nothing, after wasting so much time at home. It's like keeping a tight leash on the mental activities, not letting it run wild and keeping it engrossed. At home it's quite a different case, for I just cannot tear myself away from the computer... I just don't have enough determination or willpower :(
Hehe, the guy next to me is also using a laptop! :) Yay. Hmm, ok I guess I'm still going for CS in the future anyway... I don't have anywhere else to go :(
And yep. Enjoy doing such work, like the Infoboard, the Message Boards, Comments, etc... I also have a penchant for making things neat and tidy when I design them, adding lots of code you guys will never see, but to make things work properly when there's exception to the norm.
Reward and punishments. Yep, that's what I chose for the block test essay, for I believe humans are just creatures running on motivation: you could be self-fueled, motivating yourself on, or need some source of fuel to run on. I'm really the kind of run on other sources, which is why I guess I'm very dependant on what others do, how others react, etc. Especially the journal, I just couldn't bring myself to do it, because I was thinking all the way why should I bother if no one wanted to? Notice the comments section down there? If no one has written anything, I think I'd be darn sad again... Although the code may not take more than 15 minutes to complete, but still it's just a waste of time and effort. Worried because I work to please others, not that I don't want to, but because I wanted to help too badly sometimes. And where do my domain of assistance lie? Always the same. Depressingly unrefreshing.
Oh yes, like what Dad said, everyone does need love and care and concern occasionally... Fuel for the soul? We humans are so darn vulnerable. Sigh. Urgh yeah. Notice that we seldom blog about happy things? Do we always take for granted the happy side of life, and bemoan all things dark and stormy?
And yep, hmm. I could see what Dad is drawing at... vulnerabilities. Yeah someone could read it all and manipulate us, eh? An element of truth within, I guess: Do you guys feel that we're actually getting more manipulative as we grow older? Making use of our knowledge of their weaknesses to do something, sometimes. Guess it'd get worse.
Oh yay! Haha, I'm supposed to reach the school at 10am, but it's 10.36am now and I'm still on the bus :) Sigh. I woke up at 8, turned off the alarm at 8+, but I think I went back to sleep because of some nice dream or something, before waking in shock at 9.30. Yeeeah. I need an alarm clock which will be more persistent :p Approaching Macritchie now...
And perhaps I'm asking of you all too much? Yeah I'm sorry I went crazy, but I realise that perhaps not everyone's like is so computrocentric like me, and all have their blogging styles etc. But do spam more, I'd for one not like to see this place die >_<
Ah well, to end on a happy note, I'm a few metres nearing to school now! :) ...
But I'm too far to end. Hoho.
Macritchie Bus Stop.
Am I different in real-life, compared to my virtual self? Perhaps a little less restricted. At least I don't stammer as much on the keyboard.
Lornie Walk.
Nice weather, dark clouds ahead, with a bright little sun. No rain will fall forever, no skies will be forever grey, let us all forge forward to find our little bright sun.
WARH! U did our farmily proud!!! *gives son a pat on his back* *Sniff*.. better go thanks ancestors!!!! BLESS U!!!
Hmm..even my son is so pro liao.. does tt mean tt the father muz jia youz too? :P.. ahhaha.. SIANZ DIAO.. but I'm really trying to learn lar.. so um...if i've got any probs, u guys must help me can?
Oh yar, the rest of u.. after getting back ur results, post here to update me can? :)..Can have farmily celebration too! YAY!
ERrr.. celebrate u guys' achievements.. not mine's..i didn't even pass my BT 1 ..=P
Ooooh GRATZ KOR!!!! You're da maths god reincarnated! hahah :p ok lar, almost... but stilll u did a wonderful job eheheez, great job!! :)
Oh yeah dad ... kor got a B for maths! Loads of yays for him eh? :)
I feel dumb today. I was d/c from ICQ for FIVE hours and i didn't even notice it!!!! lol. So if u all dun see me online, it's not becoz i dao u all, or i'm being damn guai and studying! It's just.. ARRRGGGHHH! =P. No wonder no one was msging me today ( which is quite weird.. =) )!And my online contacts never change too! ;-).
But the weirdest thing is that, ME, the icq chatter-box! the icq addict! didnt' even notice it!!! And i wasn't even inclined to talk to anyone, coz i was busy doing my stuff! (Surprise surprise!)Wow, the power of being busy. 5 hours and i was still quite glad that no one talked to me! Lol.
But still, I FEEL DUMB! KILL ME! lol
Ai hehee actually wrote quite a lot on the bus, but urmmm it's in school, in locker, in the computer now, so hahaha shall copy over tmr hmm... :p
Daughtery~*, on Tuesday, April 8, 2003 at 11:39 p.m.
sigh ... the two extra days dun even seem to exist. Skool reopens tmr and i am feeling realli sIcK=|. hopefully i wun die tmr, i feel like i have not gone to skool in a year=P. GL to everyone for their BT results (phy and maths=P). also for upcoming chem and comp=P ...hehez...
fridae how arh ...
Hehe lol... yeah got a bit upset la ... but everyone come on leh... spam a bit right, lets all do your part :p
Hai. I think I'd post tmr :) Nights all...
Ahh oh yes have been kept awake by darned bloody-thirsty mosquitoes, who insisted on quenching their thirst from me. Urp. Must be the rainy season + construction sites going on around me... >_<
And oh yar , sometimes at outings i act strange.. Or all of a sudden become a hermit crab or wat.. Or just become damn dao-ish or moody.. Dun blame me k? Dun ostracize me, dun point fingers or throw weird ( or worse still reprimanding) looks at me k? Please? Sometimes it's just the negative field inside me too strong.. or i'm just.. um. weird that day.. Or i thought of not very nice stuff. U can ask me what happened at the end of the day, but dun try to guess what's wrong with me k? Coz i'm fine! YAY! Just give me a little space to sink into depression and faster than u can say "Shake-ur-bon bon", i'll be fine! ( ahahha.. if u listen to 98.7 recently..u'll get the joke..if not, GO LISTEN! =P )
And oh, love me!!! I like to feel loved by frens! =P
Hmm.. wonder y i posted this song lyrics here? coz i like the song alot. I hear it in chapels quite often. Weird , although i'm not christian now, i felt as if i was christian in my previous life. I've this strange connection with Christianity... and weirder still, if i'm not wrong, most of my crushes were Christians?!!! lol... Hmm.. maybe i like guys with a strong faith. LOL...
This weird feeling has deepen since i joined a methodist instituition. Maybe it's all god's will? Maybe it does hint something to me? Hahahah.. dunno? And don't wanan think abt it YET. I've other probs to solve, i'll leave this thing til later. :)
You Are My All In All - Dennis Jernigan
Chorus
Jesus, Lamb of god, worthy is Your name;
Jesus, Lamb of god, worthy is Your name.
You are my strenth when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek,
You are my all in all.
Seeking You as a precious jewel, Lord, to give up, I'd be a fool,
You are my all in all.
Repeat Chorus
Taking my sin, my corss, my shame, rising again, I bless Your name,
You are my all in all.
When I fall down, You pick me up, when I am dry, You fill my cup,
You are my all in all.
Repeat Chorus
Your wish is my command daughter! =P.. here i am.. Hmm..well.. dont' get so worked up lar..i'm sure ur mum, ur kor (and me of course) appreciates the work u put into this blog alot! THANKS AGAIN! =P
Sigh. Hols is so sianz. I dunno le, i'd rather go back to school..even if it means waking up early ! (sigh) Hahaha, call me weird or what.. but life at home is getting WAY too slack for me.. Everyday i watch tv, maybe go out for a while..come back watch tv again..go online.. and sleep? BAH! Meaningless! Gimme back my movie days with mi frens! And our lamings in school! And all our silly encounters! =P
Err can someone like tell us what happened before everyone came that on that day? Like buying stuff, where when and what... :)
Also... for the activities in the afternoon, info on time which it started and observations from your perspective on some oft missed out events, would be very helpful :p especially like what's the name of those 2 who played bball with us?
Hmm well... heard from my friend who's now teaching that the discussion is held all the way up at the cabinet level, and it'd be announced tmr... whether our holidaes get extended or not! :)
Hmm yeah could be good, could be bad, but I just don't want school to start soo early, just started "experiencing life", don't pull me back into the endless cycles of school! *boohoo*
Hey kor it's not that bad lah :p Ah well. Yeap I've been worrying ...
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what would I be
Should I take computing, will I be rich,
But she smiled and said nothing to me....
Ha yeah sigh. For me my path is laid out all the way to get a degree in CS preferably with the (Hons) sign behind, but now I'm worrying about my decision, especially with so many people pouring out from our universities, foreign talents, into the computing-related field. Urgh yeah no point worrying so much and driving myself panicking again la hehe, but well we'd just watch and see eh.
Lucky us. We've 2 additional years in NS to slack and see the situation before we commit our future to a single degree:)
Oh yes I made some changes to the Info code yesterday early morning, but sigh I shan't explain lah. Just ask me if you have any functions to add/problems to solve... Am I doomed to be technical support for my life? >.<
Skool draws closer and still no news of an extending of the hols ... sigh ... looks like its back to studying for the next .. um ... "few" months. On the way back, Ennui told mi abt Uni and subject combis and all tt crap, got mi worried abt wad i was going to do abt my stupid life=P Yet, when i went home and tried to study OS ... ... here i am typing this crap ... shit. Holidae mood is still veri much present, as is the tiny hope that there might be an extending of the hols! sighz .... gonna DIE!
Little Big Brother Chris, on Friday, April 4, 2003 at 10:19 p.m.
Yep sorry those who've stumbled on this page... It's not my fault that I didn't inform you!! :) It's because of ... *bang* Argh!! *dies*
Hmm ok. I shall stay silent :p But hmm, just to recap...
1. You can change your MoreInfo if your portrait is there! Just type in your stuff, your password is your IC number (koped from the school server ehehee :p)
2. Yes the MoreInfo bar can display HTML ... just add a -HTML- to start ... the stuff will be displayed below your MoreInfo box.
3. Wanna post? Just ask anyone of us for the password...
Err yes yes sorry again lol... Don't kill me! I'm just the innocent party! :p
"AND! you terrible person why wasn't i informed of the farmily?"
*Sob* Poor me :p
Yeah I agree the rain's great! Haha lol... Dunno why, rain falling at night always make me muse about the past. Especially at night, when the cold wind blows, the only source of white light for miles is from your room (noticed all the road and corridor lights are high pressure sodium aka yellow?), and your mind goes wild... Eep what's that white thing floating over there?
Daughter <|>-8-, on Thursday, April 3, 2003 at 01:26 p.m.
now is nearly 3am on the morning and is raining, just lik my mood.... haha always have mood swings after staying up too late...
quite true oh i din post as many posts so...decided i shud post more often! emm but just realize tat i am a rather pathetic blogger, dono wat to write and dono what content to put on my blog...ToT
ok let me recall sth during class outing ba...err...i was tired, i was half-asleep, (with bombs flying over my head and ppl shouting and chasing each other ard me). however! i was extremely calm to film the battle field scene....haha...
sigh said i had volatile-memory mah, so dun really remember a lot...
so wat personal things i can write abt? example... i am moody recently but dono why...i have a crush on...on my bed but oso dono why... haha(crapping here).... >_< let mi thk of sth interesting to tell u all ba.
ok go sleep liao...
sweet dreams
and enjoy e cooling rain!
Hehe erm looks like everyone hasn't been posting for some time eh, lol, but hmm well nothing much happening mah :) Oh yes, you guys do write something about the outing to sentosa leh, I'm writing mine too... need more people's to compile together so it'd have a better perspective! ^_^ And not to mention, prevent some memories from slipping past our grasp.
Err yep, quite quite tired after bball in the afternoon, haha dunno what's the craze with balls anyway... let's go somewhere! SWIMMING! hahaha. ok. err cos I heard people have been avoiding the pools like plague since SARS, so the pool will be ours! =evil gwinz= err iceskating as "espoused" by kor oso sund like a good idea.
Personal stuff? Haha err hmm! Ok I shall now tell you my personal stuff! :P My bedsheet is very nice! Haha got little cute mice and cat all over it... Err I've got those little stars stuck on the ceiling (ok only one) and err my table is in a mess! Haha~ ^_^
Mug? Sigh. Don't remind me leh. I really kinda hope another SARS outbreak will occur somewhere in the middle of the term again (choi!) so we'd get another break hehe.
Err well hmm there's only soo much crap I can write, so I'm signing off for my beauty sleep! ^_- Well. Maybe after a game of Warcraft III. So Mom how's CS going? :p And Kor arhh don't let your parents confiscate my mouse!! :| Dad oso arh should come back to s'pore so we can all plae WC3! Yeah! :)
Yoz son & daughter & wife!
Oh daughter, the html thing for the MoreInfo bar thing is damn cool! So 1 thumbs up for u !!! w0t0!
Hmm.. seems like this hols is very sianz/slack for alot of ppl.. and of course, tt includes me! YAY! Hmm, nanz , dun work til so late everyday! NO GOOD FOR HEALTH! =)..take ur timeeee! Hmm, i also want to out play..but got SARSSSSS! lol..and i'm just pure lazy lar.. ahah..
Hmm.. at first i want to post abt how my "Qing ming" festival went .. some interesting sights and thoughts... but looking at the time now.. like no mood write le.. ahahahah.. *wonders when i'll have the mood*..
Oh yar..since this is farmily blog with only the few of us, do feel to post more personal stuff le! :).. We'll not leak anything.. err..will you all? lol
Oh yar, as i've said before in msg board, our farmily motto shall be "MUG FOR THE FUTURE", so everyone let's MUGGGGGG! :P
Oh yeah did anyone see the comic strip in the HCJCs60 group? Hehe should go see!
^~Lil Sweetie~^, on Monday, March 31, 2003 at 11:43 p.m.
Er ok click on my face... see the links etc below the MoreInfo box? Wow right! :p Want them?? I can see the desire for such ability gleaming in your eyes! Yeah! :p
Er yeah. Anyway, to add HTML code after your MoreInfo textbox, add -HTML- to the start of your HTML code in the MoreInfo... For eg...
Hello I r R0xor! <-- Your Original Moreinfo
-HTML- <-- Begin HTML code!
5Ux0r link <-- Ur html code! can be anything!
Ok... after typing save the code with your password.
But notice the HTML code disappears when you click on your portrait again? Yep! That's to make it look neater/nicer, but it's actually still there, just hidden! To see your -HTML- code, just type in your password again. The code will come out in the box.
Oh yes for links, please remember to add a "target=_new" into the tag.... or else it'd open in the small right frame!
eh ... wad r u guyz planning to do during this hols arh? Mi feeling veri disoreintated noe ... hehez ... got A levels ... so dun feel good abt playing ... yet BT juz over and i got nothing to focus on ... so can't realli study well ... bleahz ... how to spend this hols "productively"?? sigh ... so SIANZ at home ...
Little Big Brother Chris, on Monday, March 31, 2003 at 10:44 p.m.haha last nite slept at 330... the nite b4 slept at 500... my day and nite had been reverted haha.... busily doing my blog...(a quite pathe one leh).. so dun wonder why u never seen me online these dayz... haiya... how is everyone?....... you mommieeee rotten liao.... ^--^
*!$ mommieeee@~~, on Monday, March 31, 2003 at 05:11 p.m.i am bored ... VERI BORED ... SiAnZ ... anione got any ideas of anything to do?=P
Little Big Brother Chris, on Monday, March 31, 2003 at 11:17 a.m.
I think it's the same case for everyone lo! I think everyone kena grounded now.. =).. Wait for the SARS thing to calm down and i'm sure we'll be able to go out ot play soooonnn! yay! =)
Hmm.. SARS is quite scary isn't it? I suppose it'll take quite some time for it to go away. Sigh.
Tml i need to go "brush tombs"..ahhah.. Qing ming festival again! So tml muz wake up at 5am.. wish me luck dudes and wife! lol.. But seriously, to me , each year the qing ming festival is like a mini relatives gathering. We'll have breakfast after "brushing tombs" and have a great time laming away..=)..
Hope this year it'll be the same.
hahaz ... agreeZ! Mi had a GRREEEAAATT time ... not a dull moment=P Coz everyone was veri Onz and fun-loving!!=P sigh ... buden now i think kenna grounded until SARS thingy calms downz=( Hope it will be soon ... so sianzz at home ... lol
Little Big Brother Chris, on Saturday, March 29, 2003 at 09:48 p.m.Yay today rox! :)
Daughter *cough*, on Friday, March 28, 2003 at 11:32 p.m.
Hmm.. CONGRATS CHRIS! today's outing was a blast! seriously, i enjoyed myself alot! And i think this is one of the better outings for quite some time.. i mean.. everyone got to sweat..work their muscles.. talk .. crap.. eat.. lame around..EVERYTHING IN 1 OUTING! YAY! =)
Despite many injuries suffered by our poor guys and girl, i'm sure all of us enjoyed ourselves!!! I do hope we'll have this good a time next outing! YAY! =)...
We all muz go out again soon k? =)
2 ppl died becoz of SARS ... sigh ... so sadz ... issit tt serious? hope it doesn't spread ... ... Whew ... after a night of calling and planning ... finally got sumthing out ... sigh ... sure hope everyone will enjoy tmr's outing ... then next time got outings more ppl will go i hope=)
Little Big Brother Chris, on Friday, March 28, 2003 at 12:16 a.m.
Sigh. Was just pissed off yesterday la. But i'm okay after that liaoz.. coz i figured i'll just mug at home lo.. no big deal.. better for me.. lol.. Hmm.. imagine me mug? YAY!
And DaXiaoGe, you sound damn piss to me too.. =P.. u not happy with me .. wanna fight arh? =P.. I cane u den u know arh! =P
Wah dad come on lah.... not that we don't want... but our parents oso don't want to let us out loh.
Sonny, on Thursday, March 27, 2003 at 01:16 a.m.Woah ... relax dad ...still got mi wad! I will convince the world to go out!!=P Sigh ... now got this SARS thing ar...everybody also kiasi mar ... cannot blame=P Dun worry lor ... we have a world of time ... see wad happens=P sighz ... mum also feeling blue=( CHEERUP!ming2 tian1 hui4 geng4 hao3!! Bro is rite=P Alwaez look on the bright side of life ... *whistlez
Little Big Brother Chris, on Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 11:55 p.m.
Hmm... I was damn high when i heard the news.. but now..i'm just really pissed off. I can't believe it.. a whole wk+ of hols.. and most ppl not planning ANYTHING? Not even going out? OMG. What is this world coming to? Is everyone going to rot at home? Everyone's got really interesting stuff to do at home? =/
Fine, i'll go back to M'sia and rot then.
Haha mum cheer up hehe! :) Well anyway, it's good to be sad leh I think, one of the most creative and prolific (writings) periods of my time (for me at least lol)... Always look on the bright side of life! Haha... and arh what's a farmily prison? :p
And oh btw, I realised that we don't have much homework! HAHAHA... omg can you like believe it! All along our holidays have been inundated by homework and more homework, and now it's just a time for us to unwind completely! Wo0tx! :)
And hmm. Everyone always so depressed... but don't forget Junyi's first theory of mood conservation! :) If you're happy, then you'd be sad eventually, cos it's all relative ya see, the way we define 'happy'. It's probably a moving average of the summation of your moods, where happy is above the average... hehe so you see, eventually you'd be happy! The blues will go away, and sUnshine will light your dae! :)
Blogging rox. W00t!
don noe why feeling blue these days after e tests...even the surprise of escaping e big FARMILY prison cannot lighten my day(ok maybe my nite)....i stil hav a sense of being unreal after i know e news and, somemore it was really chaotic in e hostel, everyone's calling, msging, toking or even screaming (happily)... haiya this is not bcoz of "exam stress". i think i am always affected by some trivial things, maybe mi a bit over-sensitive? or maybe just excessively emotional... i noe tat this is a family blog haha and this is my first entry, i shudn be whining and complaining, anyway....just wan to find a place to pour out sth, so tat maybe i can feel better...:) *weary smile* anyway let s enjoy this unexpected holiday! fully recharge ourselves...... then we can PLAY hard yeah!!! ^-^ FARMILY rules....
~~@a blueish mom*~~, on Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 09:02 p.m.Yeah man!! :) Such things actually happen??? :)
(:~Son~At~Heaven~:), on Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 08:44 p.m.WWOOOOOHOOOOO!!! Merry Christmas! Chinese New YEAR!! Waaah ..WAAHH ... 10 daez Break from SKool ... I MUZ BE DREAMING!!!=D
Little Big Brother Chris ^V.Happy, on Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 08:19 p.m.Sigh! I think Fysics = F liao :(((
~~O____son~~, on Tuesday, March 25, 2003 at 10:56 p.m.Dae of e BT math paper ... sitting here at the comp doing nothing .. so decided to come here write some crap b4 the whole thing goes dead=P ... Holidae mood is starting and i realli can't study at all=P thinking abt wad to do on fridae ... or even wednesdae=P WAAHAHAZ BT is almost over!!!! [Fridae Plans: Go dad's house to play overnite mahjong=P prolly the family pepz going again ...] Plonk *falls on keyboard* zzzzz z z Z Z
Little Big Brother Chris, on Tuesday, March 25, 2003 at 10:51 p.m.hello hello!!!
Little Big Brother Chris=P, on Monday, March 24, 2003 at 11:11 p.m.
Lar lar lar.. testing 1,2,3!!!!!
Hmm.. just want to post here and tell ya all.. I LOVE YOUUUUU! =P.. Seriously, i think our clique is the COOLEST in the class, and the most onz! So keep it this way k? Coz it keeps me going for class outings and going back to HC.. even though i feel that alot of times , i'm wasting my time and effort , and i wonder y i ever bothered. But it's friends like you guys that keep me going and thinking that things may not turn out to be THAT bad afterall!
Hmm.. enough of mushy talk.. oh.. had fun in my mass "mugging" session on Friday.. See, i said FUN, and not like learn alot of stuff.. !!! Lol! Son and daughter, u 2 really "xia suay" me... It's YOU ALL having BT, and yet i'm the one constantly asking u all to study! HOW CAN! Lol.. Next time do practise more self discipline!!! =P.. Esp u Chris, if u wanna go further, self discipline is the way!!! (Hmm.. strange, i'm telling this to my son and yet making the same mistake myself.. lol)
ERr.. enough of my ramblings.. PEACE ON EARTH!!!
(will post another post when i've time.. telling you guys what happened in Chapel in school today .. =)..highly interesting stuff! )
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